The week following my last journal kinda sucked. I wasn't satisfied with the effort I put down at work or for my own hobby projects. I've bettered myself since. My self confidence has been dropping lately though, but I think it's 'cause I expect a bit too much of myself most of the time.

I also realized that I've begun shutting myself away from people. About two weeks ago I was planning on calling a friend of mine so we could hang out. I never made the call, and when another friend of mine gave me a call and asked if I wanted to come over and play Starcraft multiplayer I declined, saying I had promised another friend of mine to hang out that night.

This has to change. My friends have always meant much to me and I can't stand distancing myself from them like this. In general, I could use to get out a bit more. I'm isolated way too much these days. I guess I could partially blame my current internship for that.

When thinking about my future I've come to realize that maybe I'm actually ready to move away from Sweden soon. There is a certain goal I've set up before myself I'd like to achieve before I leave however, but I've been thinking about rewriting it a little and if I just get things moving I should be ready by the time my internship ends.

I guess it's time to shape up and grab destiny by the balls!